Negative never attracts Positive

Despite of natural law of Positive and Negative charge will always attract each other, life isn't necessarily follows the rule. If you place even a tiny bit of negativity the positive and improving things tends to walk away from you. I knew it only too well, for I had been living with a great deal of negative thought for quite some time. I reckon they were fear, shame, self pity, envy, greed, anger, desperation, but mostly I think it was fear, combined with large dose of self pity. Yet I still longing for good things to happens, I would get more money, respect, etc. Isn't it just plain stupid? In life, positive attitude attracts positive outcome. And negative thought repels it.