got interview from my friend's boss ( a british person )
i thought i could say something dignify
bah. ......
but i couldn't stop mumbling
like i could see my self in a movie and the subtitle read * --indistinct voices--- *
darn it.

one thing i thought i was capable of..
an one thing that become my undoing ...

i couldn't look at myself in the mirror right now
sssighh