tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61891782011-11-28T06:44:57.940+07:00currently it's orangeputuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.comBlogger1671100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-57430705643815856702008-11-28T11:48:00.002+07:002008-11-28T12:34:41.775+07:00

did anyone remember my promised to keep posting the blog ?well I lied..everything seem stop to interest me anymorejust to let you know .

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-63019137415495527792008-09-28T18:07:00.005+07:002008-09-28T18:34:15.434+07:00

it's not right to abandon something that you started...so I thought i 'll give my blogging spirit another chancewell not much is happening in here from the last entryBored maybe but yet still going up and running"Why I had to do something as useless as this ?”one of student is my class wailed when she worked her thermocemistry problemsWhich is something that I sadly had to agreethat is some

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-18904060025788179882008-08-08T10:19:00.003+07:002008-08-08T10:44:34.692+07:00

Yesterday a friend of mine brought me his collection of DVDs. And one that stroke me the most is his collection of japanese music videos. One is Ueto aya's clips , isn't she one of dorama actress ( attention please ) ?But her singing was not half badand the videos were amazing , and I captured the picture using Totem movie player in xubuntu 8.04.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-40477519069944104782008-07-31T09:52:00.004+07:002008-08-09T08:40:57.214+07:00

Yesterday I bought another series of kim donghwa chicken soup for the soul graphics novel and like always the graphics were superbly great. It really catches the essence of chicken soup. But i thought i could make something like this . but first i need to find story simple enough to steal and tranfer it into graphics novel

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-47955457506583121782008-07-24T09:43:00.000+07:002008-07-24T09:45:36.865+07:00

just some rough sketch of something in my mind

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-41722212275165757392008-07-09T12:19:00.004+07:002008-07-09T12:57:24.562+07:00

  I felt mesmerize with some children book drawing, showing crowd of people in some place doing their bit of living. No matter what it's just plain beautiful . Well last night I try to draw something like that, and the resultare " absolute mess "But I don't have anything significant in life to post right now , and for that you just have to bear it with me.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-89390656021839363672008-07-07T13:52:00.004+07:002008-07-08T12:00:24.364+07:00

One of my former student said something in my friendster, " I got perfect 10 for chemistry in Unas ! "I said "wow!", perfect 10 ! That's amazing !She said she wanted to take Chemical Engineering  in Melbourne, food industry major. She had been a hard working girl since she was in high school. Rarely take a break in study or going to the mall. Her days filled with piano lesson , choir practice and

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-60499387546983615582008-06-26T22:56:00.000+07:002008-06-26T23:05:20.008+07:00

Well, currently i am using my wife mobile to post the entry. She have been using mentari since 11 years, the gprs rate are insanely cheap only 1 rp/ kb. We'll just see how this great service turns out.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-68767619850179997972008-06-23T10:03:00.002+07:002008-06-23T10:09:53.110+07:00

lately everything is less colorful than everI know I had to quit  somedayIs it my time now  ?I don't know ..but the time is never been so perfect 

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-3029448417548368372008-06-05T09:54:00.002+07:002008-06-05T10:10:20.787+07:00

well, since i had nothing to do this time I thought about watching some doramas. Well this one ( attention please ) was not my first choice. But while watching beautiful Ueto aya I kept thinking how much she looked like MetroTV news anchor Pritta Laura ( where is she now ? ) .I luv pritta and now i luv Aya ..

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-58214186528366748182008-06-01T10:25:00.003+07:002008-06-02T14:07:19.391+07:00

Q: why hadn't you post anything yet?A: should I ?Q: yeah, you shouldA : and why is that ?Q : Isn't it me the one should ask the question?A : and why ?Q : you put me in Q section, dear Lord.I felt something has blocked my mind, call it writer's block but No this is something bigger..So like one wise guy said : if you had nothing to do, do nothing .sssghh better luck tommorow

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-33262327591980032772008-05-15T08:13:00.003+07:002008-05-15T08:39:09.904+07:00

Yesterday I was at my edge of exhaustion. I know something had gone wrong with my health, for I constantly feeling fatigue and exhausted. Try to get some rest but eyes won't shut. Try to scratch the tablet and here's the result.But suddenly my PC freeze itself.Oh no, delayed write failed..I know , the hard drive Good Lord...And I shut it down.This morning I woke up and boot it up, well nothing

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-6710043194453627982008-04-30T13:49:00.003+07:002008-04-30T14:07:00.234+07:00

Since I got my hands on tablet ( stylus thing that supposedly replaced your mouse ), I got sore arm and bruised. Since I could only afford the cheapest thing ( terratec pen tablet ), you could grab it under $25. I try to draw some thing in Macromedia flash but this thing lack of sensitivity but works fine in adobe illustrator. I guess I need to rely more in adobe . If you ever wanted a pen tablet

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-73075360425650289432008-04-11T12:42:00.004+07:002008-04-11T13:10:58.057+07:00

Just some ugly pattern that i did this morning. I found an interesting site about orange style pattern here.  Quite nice and neat too

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-82990328658242284852008-04-09T11:04:00.002+07:002008-04-09T11:33:25.899+07:00

The Surabaya city council decided to installed a timer in several traffic lights. Though it's working beautifully, sometimes seeing an enormous amount of seconds I had to waste in traffic light were more than I can bear. This city is more crowded than ever, full with quick-witted emotionally sick people. Blaring their bike and cursing others ... I don't know when I gonna stop pretending I enjoy

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-21049815354664020492008-03-26T12:38:00.004+07:002008-03-26T13:04:50.769+07:00

just a little graphics that I did this morning,I just love the combination of orange and white. The two colors could provide passion and long lasting spirit. I was one of people who fall in love for orange. Surely she was one of my kind ...Just saw room decor design by  Nate Berkus for Oprah   makes me wanted to go to interior design major in college, why can't I be more persistent back then ?

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-49714128815566739712008-03-20T18:37:00.007+07:002008-03-20T18:56:51.359+07:00

After a long series of depression and frantic disorder, I think I'll just opt for happiness. Being happy , no question asked !And the truth is I got a lot of things to be happy about. I just wish this is not somekind of Icecream cones of lifeQ: what is an ice cream cone ?A: You know, Here is something sweet, something that melt in five minutes

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-9237516179569680842008-03-19T08:01:00.003+07:002008-03-19T08:17:50.178+07:00

I luv watching spongebob and friends and I think i love them a little bit too much ...But yesterday as I watched them again, there were scene I just fell in love with ,  as Patrick asked mr.squidward carried his suitcase full of his belonging which is not surprisingly were rocks He said something like I drew above...  heehaw what a laugh and I think it's poignant

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-39611287925413780702008-03-12T10:57:00.004+07:002008-03-12T11:34:50.601+07:00

Yesterday run into an old friend of mine, and after long series of chit-chat he revealed that now he was into computer software business, owning his own software development team and a prestigious office. The thing that struck me the most is that he actually living my dreams. I dreamt that someday I would be able to ran my own business, but it seemed somehow I was distracted and moving in wrong

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-91303176717333309642008-03-05T09:46:00.002+07:002008-03-05T10:06:48.220+07:00

how would i describe my life lately ?well the right word would be : subtle

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-72799444052336427012008-03-01T08:29:00.003+07:002008-03-01T08:39:56.542+07:00

This is my trace for today and I find it fairly good. The coloring is bad... I know but that's all I got for today

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-54694669342087556402008-02-27T06:53:00.004+07:002008-03-01T08:53:50.229+07:00

I created some tracing image from bear postcard that I found years ago.I found the result quite good..

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-39333510204109893782008-02-25T12:16:00.002+07:002008-02-25T12:32:56.957+07:00

this 4.00 pm in the morning I watched an old movie"The last Samurai"Something really gets me in that movie ...when captain Nathan ( tom cruise ) was wandering in the village as captive, he was fascinated by the discipline and large amount of efforts performs by the villagers in the name of perfection.Perfection , in every part of days life.Maybe I could use some of that .............

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-39748523937181260272008-02-19T07:06:00.003+07:002008-02-19T07:37:14.166+07:00

Tree hugger is a well known activist for their role in saving trees as essential part of our planet. And they have an inspiring website.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-32977714397615153622008-02-18T07:09:00.005+07:002008-02-18T07:47:34.209+07:00

Though the movie kite runner may leave you with distressed feeling, the kite flying scene were amazing. How did they do that ? It brings back childhood memories in me. Kite flying in Bali were complex and takes lot of man power since the kite sometimes insanely large. Every village has their village kite and it was treated with much respect. It represent the economic welfare of the village,

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-58723891211012611392008-02-16T13:41:00.005+07:002008-02-19T08:18:16.613+07:00

Just before I started to forget about things, there were some silly little incident when Anna and I decided to have valentine dinner in valentine's day. With much to our dismay our favorite cafe was crowded with couples who share the same thought. Late for dinner, we decided to bear the fact that took 20 minutes to wait for empty table. And the surprises didn't stop there, the place only served

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-87363698961113210132008-02-16T07:36:00.005+07:002008-02-16T08:16:21.277+07:00

I just love Nick sharatt works in children's book. The character isn't something difficult to comprehend. The simple and passionate drawing lure us back to wonderful and loving world that we should live in.I try to draw and mimic the drawing, but lack of art senses had made my passion met a hard challenge . But I'll try to keep my head high and hopefully everything would work fine eventually.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-2002821965036453052008-02-14T06:44:00.002+07:002008-02-14T07:07:09.612+07:00

My passion on linux ended when I graduated from college, thinking about my time will be much more useful finding a perfect job. And now five years later, still unable to find a decent job, I begin to seek refuge for my unraveling life in past forgotten passion.Linux world certainly had changed a lot, the last distribution I was using was Red Hat 7.2 .But Red hat had change their

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-58400540067362362852008-02-09T07:20:00.000+07:002008-02-09T08:00:06.412+07:00

This month luckily I got a $30 extra money, and soon overwhelmed feeling cover my days.I wonder what to buy with that amount of money, when I think about computer parts the only thing worth to buy is an DVD drive. But I already had an DVD room...So I thought i should buy one for my old xbox, but I rarely play it ...since Microsoft decided to stop supporting this wonderful piece of machinery.But

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-69108648247633996102008-02-05T07:14:00.000+07:002008-02-05T07:49:07.146+07:00

I'm bored , yes and what else is new ?some says life is about enduring through boredommaybe I need a vacation .. again..when come to think about it, I haven't had any real vacation for a long time.Vacation is about going some place nice, meeting nice strangers, learn few new things..and I was dumb enough to waste all my precious vacation time playing video games.I'll try to keep that in mind

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-45812708453631813262008-01-31T07:01:00.000+07:002008-01-31T12:49:52.556+07:00

From the beginning I knew there was something horribly wrong with the house that we living in. From pests problems to water leakage, you name it.But none of them surpasses this week agonizing moment. Our neighbor decided that she could built up her house and well she did, but the ongoing progress in her place meant only one thing.We had to bear with some collateral damages from a steadfast

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-30872733290578038362008-01-30T07:25:00.000+07:002008-01-30T08:03:53.373+07:00

yesterday I watched an old bon Jovi videos ,I kept seeing this logo..I think it's a diversion of have a nice day logowell i try to redraw it, and i luv the result.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-64029850741039264182008-01-27T18:32:00.000+07:002008-01-27T18:43:21.541+07:00

For months I'd been trying to get my hands on this books, its pricey price ( IDR 60,000) stopped me a dozen times before i finally swap it from book store.But to my dismay, it offers me almost nothing to improve with. The thing is that this book doesn't really tell me something I don't know already.I better off downloading some free e-books on flashmx tutorials.sigghhh there goes my hard earned

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-1497641224591154502008-01-25T07:34:00.000+07:002008-01-27T18:23:09.056+07:00

this is my brother Bayuwhen waiting in turn for ceremonial event in our homeit's the most important ceremony for young people in Baliit represent riddance of bad influence in ones life.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-16615033420011699892008-01-18T10:09:00.001+07:002008-01-18T10:47:14.729+07:00

Some people says that love is all that you need.But I bet even they had something beside love that keep them going. I remember one lyrics from famous indonesian singer iwan fals "If you ever asked me I'll say I love you right now, I don't know about tomorrow  .."That had to be the most honest love song you could   ever give to someone.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-21020522713485618802008-01-16T07:06:00.000+07:002008-01-16T07:23:36.561+07:00

In case you still wondering what kind of calendar you should bought this year, patricia in her little hut brought you this neat and simple calendars. I found it just lovely and nice.Too bad we Balinese could never use this kind of calendars. Our calendars was a full packed one, fill with horoscope, holidays, hindu celebrations days, predictions, ceremonies performed in some remote villages etc

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-32061102328098444942008-01-15T10:11:00.000+07:002008-01-15T10:19:59.681+07:00

I used vector drawing programs a lot, but nothing seems to be doing any good on my well buried art skills.But some people with a simple strokes and scratch managed to show great talent in art. For example i luv the work by michael wertz here.he's very talented illustrator and his works were beautiful.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-34741476440682839682008-01-01T13:04:00.000+07:002008-01-02T08:23:06.941+07:00

Happy New Year 2008I wish this year I will brings more joy to the world and people around me.I will be happy and make other people happy, I would be friend a friend would like to have.found a great picture resources site, it's free and high resolution.grab it here

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-33796614487401263682007-12-24T20:25:00.000+07:002007-12-24T20:31:08.772+07:00

I'm getting married...and the journeys had just begun

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-76600939167427586102007-12-07T08:07:00.000+07:002007-12-08T08:22:37.069+07:00

It's 12 pm in the night when I got a call from a friend. "I need a logo for annual gathering of my company, and I need it first thing tommorow"what kind of logo ? I reluctantly asked"some thing about bali "" How would I know a thing about Bali ?" "You're Balinese, for crying out loud ! "Being born Balinese, doesn't give me any talents or taste in arts. For your information, if you had no art

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-5900046616908494462007-12-02T07:19:00.000+07:002007-12-02T16:36:32.389+07:00

Unable to decide things was always been my major flaw, up till now I still tend to postponed every " in dire need of firm decision " thing in my life. I was left with insecurities and overwhelmed feeling when comes to decision time. I was affraid if I decided on my undoing, I still do. But having it put aside and neglected won't solve anything only created another problems. I just wished that

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-80198075065523809852007-11-28T07:07:00.001+07:002007-11-28T08:02:59.914+07:00

I was sitting in the dark when my girl came aroundher weary eyes were lit when she sees me.I know she had been through a lot, working with long hours shift just to make ends meet." how was your day honey ? "" I don't know and I don't care, I just need to get some sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a busy day "She was a woman with action, think less and act more was her motto of life. Happiness is

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-30706842907434633702007-11-22T22:50:00.000+07:002007-11-22T23:27:58.475+07:00

For the past few days anger was my buzz wordEverywhere I turned, I see people who were piss off by me. Some for understandably reason but some are just too outrageous to bear with. And just like any normal Indonesian, I responded in even more gruesome behavior. Right now in this city ( Surabaya ) people are getting more and more intolerant towards others, maybe it had something to do with the

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-6693810256599198282007-11-16T07:17:00.000+07:002007-11-20T08:24:26.943+07:00

this morning I found this lovely site, run by talented eveline tarunadjaja. All I could say wow ! great and inspiring artworks.I was stumbled over this lovable sitethe paintings has a bit vintage touch

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-57028869976785184132007-11-02T07:17:00.000+07:002007-11-02T08:02:39.871+07:00

saving private RyanWhen I was watching this old movies again yesterday, I was overwhelmed with anger.Why so ?I was angry for my self, for I never realized how lucky I am to lived in peaceful era. What if I was born in war time era, days when oppression and military concretion were common agenda ? would I be in voluntary army? or worst, became spy and traitor. All I know I would never be 101st

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-3447966730199887822007-11-01T14:06:00.000+07:002007-11-05T06:58:58.159+07:00

Since my coming home last holidays, I realized how much I miss my home. I used to be bore easily and never stayed home for five minutes, there were always friends who came by and there were places to be at. But now friends are gone and all of them was in their own home I was left with loneliness and feeling left behind. What exactly am I doing here ?

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-25241497869622655892007-10-29T23:13:00.000+07:002007-10-30T13:12:43.146+07:00

I met my old friends from elementary school, how long has it been?maybe more than I could remembered. One thing that i luv from living away from my home is that I don't have to watch its changes.I hate changesand I hate to see the process even more.Seeing lots of new young faces hangs out outside my house, despite their ignorance to life as it all youngster do.I reckoned I used to be like that,

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-63737318837165659752007-10-17T18:26:00.000+07:002007-10-21T22:35:55.043+07:00

lovable life With my newly found motto of life. I started to listen to others, any small suggestion they had could probably the most precious thing in my life. There were so many things that I had lost in previous years" I spent my 30's trying to fix eveything that I ruined in my 20's "

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-56763883408445260642007-10-14T23:35:00.000+07:002007-10-14T23:41:50.580+07:00

serenity prayerI had created some flyers for the past few days, tried to print it.. but the results were disappointingly enough. Turn out when you use jpeg to print pictures you 'll get a- non anti aliasing- texts.Note to self : don't import vectors drawing to image when printing.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-10278088848755209342007-10-06T07:39:00.001+07:002007-10-14T23:44:55.400+07:00

how to win friendsI bought an old book " how to win friends and influence people " fromDale Carnegieand found the utmost important things in my life right now. Which is the willingness to open towards others and makes lot of new friends.I hope this could be my resolution, to have friends as many as I could.

putuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15084645575818696318noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6189178.post-85147284478781571512007-10-03T08:26:00.000+07:002007-10-14T23:48:26.443+07:00

colorful roomIt's another futile attempt to colorize my life.I just luv Kim Donghwa illustration in chicken soup for the soul titled hadiah terindah ( the most beautiful gift).You could grab the book in stores near you.I hope I will have time to do more drawing ....

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less colorful roommy rooms : my heaven and prisonWhat better way to sign a man for depression than he started to drew his room. Maybe later I'll started to created my self portraits..Everything turn obsolete in my life, I became obsolete and if a man cannot function what better place than the recycle bin.I dreamt about something yesterday, though i hardly remember any of it. But I remember a

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I try to draw some pictures to awaken me from state of boredom. The tone not quite beautiful but i find it lots of similarity with its originals.Still using flash MX to draw ( what a newbie )ps : they were three petra 1 Christian school girls in Surabaya

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I got strange kind of illness,nausea but no fever, body aching like tormented by thousand whips. Feeling weak and stranded almost constantly. I try to rest but soon I learn that was not the cure.One word to describe it : cursed!like someone have casted petrifying spell on me, the spell is ice based and my elements was fire.hp and mana degrading every minutesI'll try to get some sleep

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I have created another blog, my cartoon strips ...just a collection of my flash vector scratch ..it's not good yet it's original Today I join free articles site articlebase, I felt horrible when -copy paste-ing other people articles, so I thought rather than copying I would paste-ing my articles to them. Since I reckoned that you didn't have to be an expert to submit an articles ( though it

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Independence DayIndonesian Independence Day is on 17Th of August. The founding father, Sukarno and Hatta, declared the national independence on August 17Th 1945. I wouldn't say they proclaimed the Independence even though the declaration was translated to Indonesian as "proklamasi" ( is it originate from proclamation ? ). Anyway enough about that, what I was trying to emphasize that each year

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Road tripToday I just got back from two days road trip. It started simple as visiting a family friend, she just lost his father because of heart attack, in another city. But when we were on our way home, a friend who was in the car with us suggested we shouldn't be driving all night back to our city. Since none of us was adventurous enough, the idea seemed like a hard challenge. First we needed

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Plastic or paper ?In Indonesia when people take their groceries from the store plastic bags was commonly use to wrap the goods. While paper bags is more friendly to environment, plastics takes years to completely degraded. I have seen many dead river, river with no running water densely packed with plastic waste, in big cities in Indonesia. "Is paper bags are the worthy replacement for plastic

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Do honest people still exist ?Being presented by almost nothing but bad news from the media, at one point most of us felt this world is in one downhill slide. Crimes that gets more brutal and harsh everyday, corrupt politicians, poverty and modern day slavery, terrorist, any kind of ill inflicted and saddening event could took place. Everywhere I go, the first thing everyone was talking if it

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a lab to remember..Yesterday was one exhausting day. I played tennis with a friend, yes I never grabbed a racket since my early day in college and could be concluded that I never played tennis. For a guy with his sport merely part of swinging mouse on mouse pad, I think I was doing well. Although my sport mostly consist on picking up balls out of court and avoiding fast service ace. But perhaps

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gone by so fast..Five years gone in a blink. Each day seems turning faster and faster. Every one is moving with speed of light and then there was me moving in slow motion. Maybe I enjoyed this pace way too much.For me, realizing my greatest happiness was accompanied by friends. Having accommodate with warmth and peaceful companion of familiar faces is truly life's greatest gift.I have known

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She is ..She is my north, my east and my westShe is my working weeks and my Sunday restI wonder who ever wrote that, just a fragment of my memories from old books I had read in the past. Though its simple but has a strong and deep thoughtful meaning.

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What If.... What if you were not who you are right now ?Recently I had a series of strange dream, I would wake up in foreign country with people that I failed to identified. I reckoned it was European country for its high Gothic building. And there she was standing in the end of an alley, with her loving and kind smile. And even in my dream I knew I was dreaming, she was married to someone else

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Strangest Dream...Today I got the strangest dream ever ..In my dream I was sent back to past, the year is still 2002. And I still got a bunch of friends, and the dream took place in my old college classroom. The class were crowded with friends and colleague, it was almost felt like heaven. Being with friends and everyone that I knew, but suddenly the class grew quite. I knew the class was about

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Maduratna Barber shopIn Surabaya there are a lot of barber shop that runs its business independently, not part of major big barber companies. If you are not a woman or guys that care about your look, every time you wish to cut your hair this kind of barber is your only option. The charge has never changed for the last ten years, and the haircut

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wayang!About a week ago, I was having a lunch break with a worker from the water treatment plant. We talked and talked, and suddenly subject about wayang came out. As it turned out he was big fan of wayang kulit ( puppet show in Indonesia )." Do they had wayang in Bali ?" he asked" Yes we have wayang in Bali "" Is it the same as here ? "" well, hard to tell if it's the same , the characters and

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I need a Brain exercise !for the past few days I locked myself in my room, trying to beat my girl in this stupid Nds game. It was Big Brain Academy ( you could grab its reviews here ), the game aimed to frustrated you with tons of test. It claimed it was good for your brain, well I'm not quite sure about the brain part but I am sure frustrated right now. My girl anna has an unprecedented record:

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Use something in front of you !After days of unemployment I started to became grumpier than ever, and even more agitated." Is something wrong ? " a friend asked" No, just that I cannot seem to find a suitable job for myself " I answered" who does ? " He said " Let me tell you something, no one find a suitable job ! "" huh ?" I was starting to wonder" You use Internet everyday, don't you ? ""

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The Day I quit my job and start my life...Yesterday had to be the wildest day of my life.I decided to quit my job, after long argument with my boss I walked out there with head over my feet. Feeling a bit worry but happy about my future , I drove around graha famili ( my working Establishment ) and said goodbye to everybody. My friend just convinced me to look for part time job that doesn't

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"I worried about you honey " she said in mournful voice" you know what ?, I am kind of worry about myself " I respondedToday must be my bad day ever ! what date is it now? 10th of July ..Alright then this is official!I announce 10th of July to be Bad Day Celebration for me, along with my Self pity and ignorance day or my I'm not going to get out of the bed till sunset dayBad day by Daniel

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should I leave or not ?If you had this two kind of option which one would you rather choose ?1. You had no career whatsoever, no boss that holding you back, the pays is remarkably huge, no one mad when you're late, you don't have to wear decent clothes, the jobs is easy and you only works for four hours a day .2. You had career ( not too bright tough ), you got two bosses who will eat you alive

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Why You even bother go to work ...Yesterday I went out with an old friend, he was a young sales rep in one of the top leading chemical company. We talked about good old days, when things were more simple than it is now. And then subject about jobs popped out. He said he never worked long hours, keeping his salary at minimum. He always come home from work when most of us still linger in office

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She said " how come you never trace my picture "well here goes, but I think my tracing really sucks.I'm sorry honey...

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Faith and PerseveranceYesterday I found an inspiring video clips, which was story about Lena Maria Klingvall ( did i type it correctly ?) , here is a piece of information i got about herLena Maria KlingvallLena Maria was born in 1968. Although she was functionally disabled, having no arms and only one healthy leg, Lena Maria's parents brought her up as an ordinary child. She started to train

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Negative never attracts Positive Despite of natural law of Positive and Negative charge will always attract each other, life isn't necessarily follows the rule. If you place even a tiny bit of negativity the positive and improving things tends to walk away from you. I knew it only too well, for I had been living with a great deal of negative thought for quite some time. I reckon they were fear,

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hard road to gloryToday i got my self a job in some waste water treatment company. The salary were bad, minimum wage. When they offered me the contract, I wonder if they miss a zero in their contract. But after years of self employment and occasional works maybe this is as good as it gets. I wonder what kind of work that I will do?, is it gonna be a back breaking, non stop, never have time to

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Happy Galungan dayTomorrow will be Galungan Day, one of the holiest day in Bali, and another day that I surely will missed. In Galungan we celebrated the triumph of Dharma ( goodness ) over adharma ( evil ). This day i should be decorating my house in Bali, preparing food for the next day occasion instead I am sitting here writing this stupid blog.To all of you fortunate enough to be in Bali

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DIscover a new you: everydayI found this great articles, thought i had to share it with all of you.How to discover a new you:1. Reflect. Sometimes you know you need a change, but you can't quite put your finger on exactly is making you unsettled or just plain down. Take some time to write down your thought, desire and worries. It's a powerful way to to clarify your thinking, confront your fear,

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one day in bankYesterday I went to the bank, I wanted to deposit some money into my oblivious account. Since it was 9.00 am there weren't many people there. There were 5 people infront of me in queue, which was reasonably fine. I reckoned two person infront of me carried a large amount of money since they bring two large duffle bag. The first person had a considerable amount of money as

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One driven guyMost of my friend are driven person, when we were at college everybody showed courage beyond their limitations. Even in toughest situation everybody seem to got their way around the problems.One of the most driven guy of all is Kusdianto, I believe he had to be the most spirited person. Unbreakable motivations towards his

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Yesterday picsHaving watched an old and new movie, pearl harbour and monster house. I obliged to scratch this two little pictures. I always love world war 2 movie especially if it involved aircrafts. More about WW2 aircraft arsenal in here. The second movie is Monster House, a nice CG movie. I loved the caption when Chowder, one of the character, said " The Haunting is subtle, yet really...

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Job InterviewQ : OK, tell me about yourself A : I'm young and healthy, I don't smoke, love to hang out, outgoing, fun and lovable. I'm persistent, sensitive person, caring, hard working, honest, love challenges ...Q : OK, that's enough.. I mean about your previous job A : What previous job ?Q : You mean that you never had a job before ?A : That's rightQ : But in your age you must had worked

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Wedding InvitationMost of my friend are already married by now, most of them invite me to their wedding via phones. Maybe some of them even bother to made invitation cards. Invitation card generally used when the wedding take place in "out of town" places. I often got lost on my way to the wedding due to unclear maps. In my early years of employment, friends wedding was huge, highly anticipated

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HappinessMost of us already know what is it that made us happy, maybe more money, good health or prestige in work. Things like new cellular phones, new car, clothes, etc.Maybe to some people happiness can be found in sort of things. But some people said that true happiness not necessarily about how big your bank accounts. Happiness is not noun but merely a verb, meaning you should work towards it

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Life Almost everybody in this world had very much the same dream. Raising family on their own, respected and well paid job. Being worked in respected environment let them feel secure and proud. I have the same dreams too. Married in the age of twenty five , having a child the following year, steady job and promising career ahead of me.But soon i realized that life does not necessarily follow

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Today i have made a decision.I 'll use this blog to write short stories , kind like the one you find in J.W alexander book, about anything crossed my mind. In english of course, since it's also be a good learning playground for me. Since i am not very good in english, so mind my languange !linux and iLike most indonesian, I had been using pirated software and operating system for years. But the

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Forgotten dandofilFOund this beautiful picture i think this is someting about dandofili don't know, maybe its another flowerNote to myself :1. never stop in the middle of something2. find someone to encourage you3. be happy and never lose your faith4. be creative and be ready when opportunity comes knocking5. stop writing note to your self

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Another interview gone wrong Got another call for interview this morningdammit, why did everytime I got precious call something had to be gone awfully wrong. I totally forgot one thing, I don't have any shoes since the last one that I threw out to the garbage can. Buying new shoes ? where on earth there is a shoe shop opened in 7.00 in the morning. Given I had the interview 8.00, ... but I go

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GOt this interesting articleplease do visit if you feel down constantly ( like i do )american capitalism

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i luv soupOne thing that got me going everyday in life is soup. I don't know why .. just called it unhealthy obsession if you will , but a hot soup with scrambled egg in the morning just one thing i fell gratrful for. Though it is not sold in a healthy clean let alone cozy place. But i found it to be the best soup i had for years. Warm and the fresh smell of garlic and onion, combined with

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Against self destruct ...My life's self destruct countdown had been initiated...but today i decided to look over my life and trying for one last time to fix every aspect of my life.i believe there's cure for any kind of illnessi don't know how to fight this sicknessbut i believe i could be sober and live up to my successi just hope i still alive to tell the tales.

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Signs of DepressionSadness or hopelessnessLoss of interest in or pleasure from most daily activitiesLosing or gaining weight because of changes in appetiteSleeping too much or not enoughFeeling restless and unable to sit still, or feeling that moving takes a great effortFeeling tired all the timeFeeling unworthy or guilty without an obvious reasonHaving problems concentrating, remembering or

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life to be continued ...For the last few days, i got a sore throat and how you say 'sariawan' in english ?and they were my excuse for not doing anything .looking for job .. nojogging .. not likelyI just lay around my bed and pretend to have an excrutiating pain in my throat.when this is going to end

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today i will try to be the best again,hard work and focus in life goalsmy life had been spiralling awaytime for me to sort things outwhat if i wouldn't be a succesfull man?well i could stay still and lose for sureor i could fight and had my chance of winning .

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I'm still depressedand the overwhelmed feeling linger in my hearti watched TV all dayand wonder if it would be okay if i just stood stillwould anything be okay eventually if i just left ?i read something on reader digest ( the only book i purchased this month ) ,what is it that you fear the most ? regret of failure ?It is in a story about a woman making fortune in shoes businessI must say i fear

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Ninja Gaiden sigma&Halo 3 image from ign wow this game will be released soon in xbox360too bad i will noy be able to play both of themno money for xbox360and no time to playi wish my life would turn around a little bit from the screenshot the games seems to be more realistic in imageand more addictive...

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fastest job interviewsGot another interviews ( although soon i realized it wasn't )09.00my cell rang...a unexpected call from my professor"get to this address, stathe was waiting for you, bring your CV and all "09.05i get to the bathroom09.21i get out of the bathroom09.30realized i had nothing decent to wear09.35decided to iron my shirt myself09.55finished ironing10.00get on my bike and off i

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last day of three years of hard workAfteryears in my side job as chemistry tutor, yesterday was the last of themthey had been studying with me for three yearsafter all this time of yelling, pushing to the limit and arguingthey were finally gone ..is it a relief for me ?maybe so ..but deep down i will miss them so muchfarewell class of 2007 st.louise 1 chatolic school of Surabaya !may each and

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i'm beginning to find my comfort of some sorti've come to notice this book from last week oprah showsto my dismay this is actually an 2003 published book by judith levineThis book tells us that life in modern world isnot neccessarily about buying stuffs.The writer spent a year without buying things except for daily neccesities ( food, toilet paper , etc ).Today is my first week attempt to some

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got interview from my friend's boss ( a british person )i thought i could say something dignifybah. ......but i couldn't stop mumblinglike i could see my self in a movie and the subtitle read * --indistinct voices--- *darn it.one thing i thought i was capable of..an one thing that become my undoing ...i couldn't look at myself in the mirror right nowsssighh

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